tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-83970122542831499922012-02-16T19:40:07.338-08:00I haven't decided to share my intent for this page yet! In time, in time.Twoismsnoreply@blogger.comBlogger21100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8397012254283149992.post-81492558306776843492010-09-23T12:45:00.000-07:002010-09-23T13:10:41.559-07:00I received a huge prescription of Adderall the other day, and this time it was to make some cash. I recently stopped taking them for recreational and suicidal purposes, but the past couple of days I relented a little. I did partake of some adderalls, mainly because I wanted to see how vastly different my mood is on them. It's different, because I'm more focused. That's it. I just want to sell them so I can have some cannabis, the only chemical that relaxes me without destroying my body.<br /><br />Today I was fucking psyched, now I'm worried as fuck, because it was a huge risk getting them and the shit will hit the fan if I have no results tonight.<br /><br />What I get for being optimistic? Zero.<br /><br />I. just. want. to. relax.<br /><br />fuck.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8397012254283149992-8149255830677684349?l=crackfuckingsucks.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Twoismsnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8397012254283149992.post-71301558258150389612010-09-23T11:42:00.000-07:002010-09-23T11:52:17.367-07:00Welcome to the club.<br /><br />Most of the time it feels like no one cares about a fucking thing I have to say. I normally don't care much for other people's opinions of me, but everyone needs someone to just.. talk to, about shit.<br /><br />I hold out on people all of the time, about how smart I am. I'm not naive, or gullible, or anywhere near as absent minded as I come off sometimes. I just don't think anyone gets me to begin with, not because I'm smarter(not saying that), but because of who I am.<br /><br />It wears me out.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8397012254283149992-7130155825815038961?l=crackfuckingsucks.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Twoismsnoreply@blogger.com0